😢 Do you ever feel alone? ….

Photograph obtained from quote-lover.com

Photograph obtained from quote-lover.com

😢 Do you ever feel alone and wonder if what you are doing is making a difference?

😢 Have you ever desired to do something so deeply, but it seemed the entire world had no interest?

😥 Have you ever wanted to convey a message but had no idea how to start?

😥Have you ever just felt lost?

Well, I know you aren’t alone… because I’m with you!

Face book pages everywhere with 2k Likes or more, Shares everywhere!

“Ordinary Miracle of Life” Website-  “Like 10”, “Share 2”  !!

“Ordinary Miracle of Life” Facebook Page- “Like 0”, “Share 0”  !!

Yep!  That’s me!  My dream, My goal, My greatest passion!

Although I have had many visitors to my website (over 800) in the past 3 months, I often wonder why there is little interest in “sharing” or “liking” my posts.  2% of the time (tonight) I feel really sad and discouraged the other 98% extremely excited and continue to see the actualization of my vision.

So, why do I feel so compelled to share my thoughts tonight?  Retrospectively, after writing the entire blog, I realized something very important… Read on…

My heart is sad…but, but with most sincerity I realize I have many lessons that are to be learned.

You have no idea how many people I have asked for assistance in helping with my dream, my blog, my deepest desire to show the world something new with no avail.

As I sit in silence, I have realized that they don’t have the same passion I do… that this is not “their” thing.  Realizing that I must continue on with full force forward realizing that it is “My” thing… My dream!

I have a dream that one day I will be able to show people how to experience life in a different way… To teach them one moment at a time how to access and experience the ultimate pure beauty,  bliss, love and comfort of universal energy and angelic light, realizing it is available to ALL.  To teach one to express and experience the unlimited flow of this energy and ultimately leaving behind boundaries and barriers of ones own self and social norms.

Although my dream of helping others has not occurred at the speed I had visioned, I am compelled to continue to write… I love what I’m doing and feel the deepest of passion to move forward.  I am assured that if I keep doing what I love and it will pay off… Pay off how?? Will I ever make a difference in someone else’s life??? Or, maybe is this merely journey the of my own life?!!

I just heard a TED talk this past week that reported something like this…  “to make something BIG you have to make it worth talking about!!!” (author unknown)

But, how do I make the essence of stillness, happiness, peace, and universal energy BIG???  It seems so simple and little; but, in reality so HUGE and LIFE CHANGING!

I ask you… have you every experienced divine stillness, peace and bliss while meditating… a feeling so pure and beautiful, MUCH GREATER than any substance/person/or thing?    Consider watching one of the most inspiring movies, “Ram Dass, Fierce Grace” on Netflix under documentaries.  It is through so many modalities that we are able to experience this bliss (I suspect I have only learned 5% of the many…. and each day learning more)!!”

I really have believed I have a “HOT” topic to read about and have been very surprised of lack of interest in “sharing” or “liking” my site … But, why have I had so many views of my site so far without me even doing any advertisement?   What am I doing wrong… or what haven’t I realized?

Maybe the idea of stillness, meditation, happiness, peace, and love is not a comfortable thing for people to share. Maybe they really haven’t had time to read it. Maybe I need to come up with more interesting topics or write differently.  Likely all true.

Maybe the idea of seeking happiness and peace within our own self is a sign of perceived weakness?? A sign that something is wrong with us…

This concept seems to make sense now that I think about… It took me 8 years to feel comfortable enough with myself to share my truth… my hardships… in essence my weaknesses and imperfections.  I still remember it took me about 6 months to share with my husband that recently had learned to I loved meditation and learning about Universal Energy – later to discover that he could care less!!  As long as I was happy, he was happy!!

How vulnerable does this make me???

Really… I truly have a lot to lose, my career, my family, my friends, and my reputation.

But really, what is there to lose if I don’t share my thoughts, ideas, and experiences?? Much more!!!!

It is through continuing to realize on a daily basis my weaknesses, hardships, fears, etc. that I continue to learn and grow as an individual!

If you have any idea of how miserable I was 8 years ago….what I experienced… and what I have learned… and what I continue to learn each day you probably would have a different view of me now.

By posting mostly about peace love and happiness doesn’t imply that I am walking in a phony cloud of bliss… It’s because these things help me each day to get through and enjoy my own life and hardships in a new way.

As one opens the door for more happiness and peace… Even more and more is able to funnel in… As you focus on the good… You notice the bad less or in a different way.

When you let go and let yourself truly discover and feel the essence of universal light, peace, and joy you will realize what I desire to show the world.

What I desire to show the world is little starting tips for YOU to venture out on your own to find exactly what works for you!!

Once you continue to be mindful and discover what makes you feel really good, you will continue to seek more and learn more…to go even deeper and deeper…

Divine stillness of the mind, body and soul is one of is one of the all time greatest gifts of life!!!

This concept is truly contrary to what society has created… I believe.

We are a society of go, go, go… More, more, more…. And yes, I am part of this. I enjoy it very much… But, also, I have learned to truly embrace and yearn for the divine essence of stillness with bliss.

By taking the time to have both has truly enriched my life… my mind… my soul.

I initially learned of this stillness through Reiki, later going on to become a Reiki Master… It took someone else showing me how to get to this divine place…

Then, I was able to allow myself to release and relax on my own with songs, meditations, yoga, writing, walking, etc.

I continue to learn each day!!! Somedays I slide backwards, some days I make no movement, and some days I make leaps and bounds!! But most important, each day I accept myself for where I am exactly at that time and move from there. I’m realizing that life is a full of multiple spectrums, realities, and experiences each beautiful in their own way.

So, it is with much sincerity that I continue my journey of writing to the world… Or maybe even just to myself! It is with much passion and trust that my intent is of goodness with the ultimate goal of helping myself and others realize their own truth, light, and divine peace and bliss!

With Much Love and Universal Light! bmj.

Many Blessings to Ram Dass and those who were part of the production of “Fierce Grace”!

Many Blessings to http://www.quote-lover.com/wwwquoteswave.com!

Many Blessings to my family, friends, and ALL!

Many Blessing to YOU!!

Photograph obtained from quoteswave.com

Photograph obtained from quoteswave.com

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